You know I just don't understand why does it keep on coming back. It's been five years and it's always the freaking same. I'm clean for months and then I fall again. You know there's this wonderful, amazing person who helped me go through this year I realized I was worth something even if he's famous he made me love myself and appreciate me more and I stopped everything. Butnow know he's too much for me I don't deserve him. I feel like an insult to him
You shouldn’t feel like that babe. Whether he’s famous or not he wants to help you and he has already. If he’s a musician, then keep listening to music. If that’s what helps you then keep doing it. Music personally helps me. I know it’s been a long time but it’s not going to last forever. You’re going to get through it, I know you are.